Kin Lane

We Are Here When You Realize Everything You Have Been Told Is Not True

I just wanted you to know that we are still here for you. I am sure the world seems like it is completely falling apart around you right now. I just wanted to write that the world is still here, and we are all still here as well. That even though you may think we have written you off—-we haven’t. You are always in our thoughts and in our hearts. It is just him that pushed us all away. We understand that it wasn’t you, and that you are just under his influence. And while the situation is intolerable to be around on a daily basis and we had to all step away, if the time comes and you find yourself on your own without him, or would like to escape-—we are here for you.

Nothing you’ve been told has become reality. None of the societal collapses have occurred-—we are all still very much here. None of the awakenings have come to be, we are all still very much the flawed human beings we’ve been for centuries. I know that there is always someone promising that all the answers and healing are just around the corner, but in reality we are all just doing the best we can to get through each day. It can be really hard to tell what is real or imagined in the world today, especially when online. There is so much misinformation out there, something that the Internet is only making worse. I know that there is a lot of hope to be found in believing fantasies about a world that doesn’t exist, and a belief in a perfect society, but in the end there are still many ways to find hope within the flawed world we were given.

I’ve seen all of this before. I left behind a drug fueled world in 1997 that grew out of the same nutrient deficient environment yours did. There was always hope in getting high. There was a true connection in being a junkie. There was always hope right around the corner, while there was only pain looking back. I know you might see this world and yours as two separate realities, but they are the same. You are high on the same hope. Fueled by the same isolation, and information starvation. While also perpetually looking for that next fix that will keep the hope alive. I wish you had actually read that one blog post I wrote which caused the rift in our relationship because it speaks to this relationship between the world I was in during the 1990s and the world you are in now. They are born out of the same fear. They both require for you to be in perpetual pain which you are forever seeking someone out there to blame, where it is actually all about us.

I know you think you are right. I know you think you have access to the truth. But, this isn’t about being right or about the truth. It is just about making the mot of the life we are given on this earth, and you are spending the remaining years you have on this beautiful earth estranged from a family that loves you, simple because of something a false prophet has whispered in your ear. You believe he is tapped into the truth when in reality he has the same Youtube connection the rest of the world also possesses. I wish you’d come visit the world out here. It is beautiful. I wish you’d come see that the world isn’t out to get you. Whenever you are ready, we are here. Whenever you want to leave you just email or call. Whenever you want to be with your family you just let us know. We are here for you. We are happy to take your hand and show you the beauty of what you have brought into this world. Your children. Your grandchildren. Aren’t they more important than this journey you find yourself on seeking out something you will never find?